Blooming vettiness/Idleness! :D

It was 2 in the morning and still she was wide awake, unable to sleep. The incident that happened a few hours ago was still haunting her. Trying to put the pieces together,all she could arrive at was absolutely nothing! She found herself failing in her futile attempt to wipe off her ever flowing tears. She kept wondering if it was the destiny or her inadvertent nature that is making her bear hardship. Trying to divert herself from that inevitable thought, she decided to watch her favorite movie of all times. Half way through,she realized that it was not really helping her in any way but is rather making her feel more worse! Her next instant thought was to call up her best buddy and cry about it. But she had this strange delusional feeling inside her that her friend would call her insane and that she is over-reacting.Also making a call this early in the morning didn't seem like a very good idea. So she let that thought pass. She looked at the clock. It was 2:14 AM. She was getting frustrated. Why aren't you ticking? she kept asking the clock as if expecting the clock to retort back at her "go sleep you foolish lady."